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Thursday, June 5, 2014

the soundtrack of loving the place which cradles you – in spite of everything



Natalie Merchant's Motherland, covered by Christy Moore 

No sexy woman this (the ugly bugger), but an Irish lilt and a smattering of Celtic lyricism never hurt anyone ...


Tuesday, June 3, 2014

the soundtrack of loving the place where one comes from – despite everything


Where in hell can you go
Far from the things that you know
Far from the sprawl of concrete
That keeps crawling its way
About 1,000 miles a day?

Take one last look behind
Commit this to memory and mind
Don't miss this wasteland, this terrible place
When you leave
Keep your heart off your sleeve

Motherland cradle me
Close my eyes
Lullaby me to sleep
Keep me safe
Lie with me
Stay beside me
Don't go, don't you go

O, my five & dime queen
Tell me what have you seen?
The lust and the avarice
The bottomless, the cavernous greed
Is that what you see?

Motherland cradle me
Close my eyes
Lullaby me to sleep
Keep me safe
Lie with me
Stay beside me
Don't go

It's your happiness I want most of all
And for that I'd do anything at all, o mercy me!
If you want the best of it or the most of all
If there's anything I can do at all

Now come on shot gun bride
What makes me envy your life?
Faceless, nameless, innocent, blameless and free,
What's that like to be?

Motherland cradle me
Close my eyes
Lullaby me to sleep
Keep me safe
Lie with me
Stay beside me
Don't go, don't you go

Motherland, Natalie Merchant

Teenage talent (she was 16 when she first fronted 10,000 Maniacs) turned accomplished mature poet/singer/songwriter. A very sexy woman.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

life on the hill (XV)

Un amateur du jardinage,
Demi-bourgeois, demi-manant,
Possédait en certain Village
Un jardin assez propre,
et le clos attenant.

Le Jardinier et son Seigneur, Jean de La Fontaine

Shadow play – or, le jardinier dans son jardin

life lessons that are priceless – where angels fear to tread


“Will you walk into my parlour?” said the Spider to the Fly,
 
Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy;

The way into my parlour is up a winding stair,

And I've a many curious things to shew when you are there.”



The Spider and The Fly, Mary Howitt

Sail-training ship Sagres, Navy Day Celebrations, Cascais 17 May '14

Saturday, May 3, 2014

the soundtrack of romance in the soul


Oh will you never let me be?
Oh will you never set me free?
The ties that bound us are still around us
There's no escape that I can see
And still those little things remain
That bring me happiness or pain

A cigarette that bears a lipstick's traces
An airline ticket to romantic places
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

A tinkling piano in the next apartment
Those stumbling words that told you
What my heart meant
A fairground's painted swings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

You came, you saw, you conquered me
When you did that to me
I somehow knew that this had to be

The winds of march that make my heart a dancer
A telephone that rings, but who's to answer?
Oh, how the ghost of you clings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

Gardenia perfume ling'ring on a pillow
Wild strawb'ries only seven francs a kilo
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

The park at evening when the bell has sounded
The ile-de-France with all the girls around it
The beauty that is Spring
These foolish things
Remind me of you

I know that this was bound to me
These things have haunted me
For you've entirely enchanted me

The sigh of midnight trains in empty stations
Silk stockings thrown aside, dance invitations
Oh, how the ghost of you clings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

First daffodills and long excited cables
And candle light on little corner tables
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

The smile of Garbo and the scent of roses
The waiters whistling as the last bar closes
The song that Crosby sings
These foolish things
Remind me of you

How strange, how sweet to find you still
These things are dear to me
That seem to bring you so near to me

The scent of smouldering leaves, the wail of steamers
Two lovers on the street who walk like dreamers
Oh, how the ghost of you clings
These foolish things
Remind me of you, just you

These Foolish Things, Bryan Ferry


See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise on a tropic isle
Just remember, darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

I'll be so lonesome without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

Maybe you'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

Maybe you'll be lonesome too
And blue

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

You Belong to Me, Vonda Shepard


Great modern (in a manner of speaking) covers of a couple of great old songs

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

life lessons that are priceless – pirate chief (or, romance in the soul)

“Seriously, do you like to repose? Ye gods, I hate it … And when a man, seemingly sane, tells me he has fallen in love with stagnation, I can only say to him You will never be a Pirate! … After all boyhood aspirations and youth’s immoral daydreams you are condemned to sit down, grossly draw in your chair to the fat board, and be a beastly Burgess till you die …

To confess plainly, I had intended to spend my life (or any leisure I might have from Piracy upon the high seas) as the leader of a great horde of irregular cavalry, devastating whole valleys. I can still, looking back, see myself in many favourite attitudes; signaling for a boat from my pirate ship with a pocket-handkerchief, I at the jetty end, and one or two of my bold blades keeping the crowd at bay; or else turning in the saddle to look back at my whole command (some five thousand strong) following me at the hand gallop up the road out of the burning valley; this last by moonlight …”


Robert Louis Stevenson, in a letter to William Cosmo Monkhouse, 1884

life on the hill (XIV)

Like lips behind a veil
The poppies rest under the oats;
Lips parting in sleep,
As though night were hot about them,
Touching the souls they speak for with sensual fires;
These lips not petals.

But here it is summer morning,
Cool after the pride-shower;
The smoke goes up in prayer from the village,
And the hills are monks stooping under a hood of mist,
This is surely a virgin moment.

Then what is this fantasy of the poppies?

Poppies, Richard Church

This year wild poppies popped up again on the Hill, fluttering like butterflies in the wind amidst the usual riot of other spring blossoms. Time was when I hoped that, suitably cared for and encouraged to thrive, they would eventually make my fortune.

People with more information in their heads than romance in their souls soon dashed that hope; it’s a different species of poppy that keeps Afghan warlords in new weaponry (so goodbye to my long-dreamed-of pair of Purdeys – or even McKay Browns for that matter).


But I still love it when they crop up here, and take it as a sign that the soil is slowly improving on the Hill, and becoming a haven for all sorts of wildflowers, rather than just weeds as in the beginning. Bees must come next.

the soundtrack of revolution


Marie Antoinette

your name's a legend

in this land

treasure for your pleasure

bestowed on favoured gentlemen

the people are in arms

marching on the town

they rise -
 chanting revolution!

"Vive la Nation!"



Marie Antoinette

your shadow's falling

along the land
anger born of hunger
poisons the hearts of
your loyal men

fire in their eyes

steel in their hands

they rise -
 chanting revolution!

"Vive la Nation!"



Clamouring in the square

the rabble have gone insane

they're over the balustrade

defying the cannon fire

they're into the garrison

they murder the noble men

Marie Antoinette

Marie Antoinette



We are the people of France

We demand

that the elegant blue-blooded

leeches that bleed us

are taught what it means

to grow fat and not feed us

we are the people of France

you must heed us



Already at the Bastille

the prisoners all run free

they're hammering on the door

Marie Antoinette

they've taken the guillotine

they're coming to take the Queen

Marie Antoinette

the King and the guards
 have fled... 



Marie Antoinette

your shadow's falling

along the land

anger born of hunger

poisoned your men

they rise -
 chanting revolution!

"Vive la Nation!"

Marie Antoinette, Curved Air

70s rock at its most pompous. Great :)


Sunday, April 27, 2014

life on the hill (XIII)

Petit Versailles

Mysterious lines on the ground, Jan '09

Brick outlines set, pits dug, underground watering tubes deployed, soil added, Aug '09

200 box plants in the back of a truck, Oct '09

Pots aligned in place, like good little soldiers, ready for planting, Oct '09

Planted, Oct '09
Flourishing, April '14


Thursday, April 24, 2014

the soundtrack of misanthropy




Good morning, good afternoon

And what have you got to say?

Well, I'm waiting and I can't stay long

It's such a lovely day

There's a time to be talking

And a time when it's no use

Right now I think the things you say

Are liable to confuse

I've just gone solo

Do you play solo?

Ain't life a solo?

What a wonderful way to live

Traveling all over the world

Why the fame and all the golden

Opportunities unfurled

No time for the gent with the Mulliner Bentley

And Heaven knows what else

Why, he wouldn't even stand a chance

With all his oil wells

She just went solo

Do you play solo?

Ain't life a solo?

I've always lived in a mansion

On the other side of the moon

I've always kept a unicorn

And I never sing out of tune

I could tell you that the grass is really greener

On the other side of the hill

But I can't communicate with you

And I guess I never will

We've all, all gone solo

We all play solo

Ain't life, life a solo?

Solo, Sandy Denny

"L'Enfer c'est les autres ..."

life lessons that are priceless – the virtue of conciseness

"Cuando despertó, el dinosaurio todavía estaba allí."

El Dinosaurio, Augusto Monterroso

The best short story ever?

wild life (7) – the woodpigeon

The thing most people remark upon, who associate the word “pigeon” with ratty urban denizens, is the sheer size of the wild bird. Then the lustrous, subtle, consistent colouring – no mongrel patching, nor that seemingly cut-and-paste use of colour for some imagined effect.

It was Mr Júlio, the Builder – a keen shot himself – who first alerted me to them while construction was proceeding on the Hill. “Ah, Mr Architect (Germans have nothing on us when it comes to the use of honorific titles), there are days when one could just stand quietly underneath that umbrella pine there, and shoot one’s limit in a couple of hours.” My own first sight of one was when I once left some feed up on the Hill for my partridges – of which more in a later post – and inadvertently came upon a “woodie” stuffing his face on it. They are prodigious eaters (a friend once extracted a dozen acorns from the crop of a single shot bird), as they must be to build up energy for their daily travelling in search of food – the huge gatherings of tens of thousands of birds which roost in concentrated sites in the Alentejo during the winter are known to disperse during the day to feeding grounds as far away as 100 km and more.

And that brings us to the other thing people remark upon: the way they fly. No pansy, sinchronized aerobatics here – just strong, powerful, purposeful flight, straight and true, only occasionally broken by a long glide down to investigate food sources left by thoughtful Fools on sunny Hills. A marvellous bird.


And they make for excellent eating, too. Pluck and clean a brace (reserving the hearts and livers), slice off the breasts and reserve. Put the carcasses in a pot of boiling water with the hearts and livers, lower the heat, cover partially and leave to simmer for a couple of hours until the meat comes away easily from the bones. Remove and discard the bones (and the skins, if you prefer). Throw a handful of rice into the pot, season (salt, pepper, a bay leaf), and continue to simmer till the rice is cooked (you can add some vegetables at this stage, if you like – some sliced cabbage leaves and diced carrots). And there you have your ideal comfort soup for a cold winter’s day. As for the breasts, fry them lightly in butter and serve on toast as a simple, healthy (lean meat, no hormones) appetizer.

Saturday, February 8, 2014

the soundtrack of the good wife



Once again it's happening

All this love is unrequited

Twice the pain, the suffering

All my love is unrequited

All my love is unrequited
That must mean I'll live again

And get back what I gave my men

Get back what I lost to them
All the shame, this crying game

All my love I've been denied

All my love is unrequited
And I know it so well
I could play it again

Looking back at myself

While the violin plays
This endure is my tomb

Another stitch to my wound

Another inch in this dwell

I know it all too well
When once again it's happening

All our love has gone divided
\All my love is unrequited

All my love is unrequited
All my love is unrequited

All my love is unrequited

Unrequited Love, Likke Li

Poor Alicia (season 4, episode 18).

Friday, February 7, 2014

life on the hill (XII)

The Fool’s new conveyance on the Hill, la pharamineuse Renault 4 F4 Eppur Si Muove (or Stealth Gamekeeper, I still haven’t decided on the name).

Eppur si muove
A proper little van – 1100 cc petrol in-line four-pot (originally rated for 34 brake horsepower though I suspect a few of the horses have bolted by now), fed by a single Zenith carburettor (as God intended, no pesky injectors or electronics) –, perfect for moving both self and stuff around the Hill.

Stealth Gamekeeper
Perfect also, now that I think about it, for sneaking up – like a lioness slinking among tall grasses – on rabbits come to feast on my broad beans (or, for that matter, on poachers come to poach on the rabbits). One never knows when it may come in handy.

Finally, perfect for rediscovering the lost joy of driving – heel-and-toeing and double-declutching (to keep the revs up and the cogs meshing properly as you crash down through the gears – as one does – on the approach to a corner); carrying speed through corners, and clipping your apexes just so; planning your braking well in advance (and then applying pressure to the pedal as though you mean it, not dabbing it gently and relying on assisted circuits to do the job for you); building momentum before tackling uphill portions of the road (not to mention steep cobbled driveways, such as the one on the Hill) … In other words, a thinking man’s car, one that rewards one’s powers of recall, concentration, reasoning, preparation, anticipation (and largely unused muscles). In other words: want to exercise your brain? Fuck sudoku and crossword puzzles and mind games — go drive an old car.

People carrier, farm truck, produce transporter, boy racer, brain teasing device, exercise machine – the original Multi Purpose Vehicle, what! Which is just as well, seeing as we’re living in difficult times, and even the wealthiest farming estates need to husband all their resources in a responsible manner.

And you know what? Given today’s speed limits, speed bumps, traffic lights and general ‘elf-and-safety fascism, for most trips it’s just as quick, point-to-point, as any modern car – 35 minutes from Hill to City. Honest.

Monday, January 20, 2014

wild life (6)


























"I caught this morning morning's minion, king-
dom of daylight's dauphin, dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon, in his riding
Of the rolling level underneath him steady air, and striding
High there, how he rung upon the rein of a wimpling wing
In his ecstasy! then off, off forth on swing,
As a skate's heel sweeps smooth on a bow-bend: the hurl and
gliding
Rebuffed the big wind. My heart in hiding

Stirred for a bird, – the achieve of, the mastery of the thing. 

Brute beauty and valour and act, oh, air, pride, plume, here
Buckle! AND the fire that breaks from thee then, a billion

Times told lovelier, more dangerous, O my chevalier! 

No wonder of it: shéer plód makes plough down sillion

Shine, and blue-bleak embers, ah my dear,
Fall, gall themselves, and gash gold-vermilion."

The Windhover (To Christ Our Lord), Gerard Manley Hopkins

My kestrel.

I only ever see the one, though there must be at least a pair nesting nearby – I once saw it repeatedly dive-bombing a couple of the buzzards, which suggests the existence of a nest in the vicinity that it was trying to protect. And succeeding, too, for the buzzards, much larger birds though they are, eventually flew away. “Brute beauty and valour” indeed.

Peneireiro, we call it in this country, a reference to the flap-flap-flapping of its wingtips while hovering, as if panning the air through a sieve – pretty similar to the English vernacular, windhover, one could say. For another version, alas, we have no equivalent – the earthy, robust and oh-so-descriptive windfucker. Poetry.